the next time i'll follow my heart w my brains tagging along sometimes i wish you could be me for a second & see how it feels like being such an idiot in trusting you & hate yourself twice the times you hate me. damn those sweet memories.sometimes,i really wonder if what i said to you will ever affect you as much as i do.not every sorry deserves an ''its okay'' in return.i hate to go back to my folders & see those texts & scroll down to those statuses that brings me to smile, cause those are t moments tt i really lived my life.sometimes i wish i could just turn away just like how you do, i wish i could ignore just like how you do,i wish i could forget things t next second like how you do,i i wish i was cold hearted just like you, i wish i was as mean as you were.let's play a game yeah, i'll set the rules & you try playing it, feel how isit like being taunted by you.im tired of trying to salvage everything when you're ruining things or simply, just leaving things behind & moving on. |