what if your good was never good enough? question is, what if one day you meet this totally screwed up person that appeared out of nowhere & in t blink of an eye he/she been running round your whole darn mind messing up your whole life & everything's in the worst conditions & the best part of everything is he/she takes the very best part of you & memories & escape.reason being, you were never good enough, you were not what they wanted,you are a mistake, you are a replacement.and when you're gone, they want you back.what'd you do? I find them real sickening, like pure sickening.when he/she just stepped into your life a ''wow'' appeared,you thought that they would stay on forever be there for you as & when you needed them your''fun life'' is starting to begin.true colours were hidden, everything was a lie, a beautiful lie that can't be seen through, beneath it hid layers of lie.while the lies still existed, happy memories dwelled in your mind you collected them & kept it closely to you when you had time you'd analyze those moments.while you were still there,they took the best out of you, they kept wanting more & when you reached your limit, they left.you never anticipate nor expected what stood before you to crumble & topple.they gave excuses that you were never good enough.(dear fool,God didn't create people all perfect otherwise why would ''flaw'' exist in the dictionay? )everything's in ruin, everything's in a mess,everything's screwed, they didn't bother.you cried, you regretted & you learned to live half your life & when you're over, they come running back to you.now,a heart's become a motel?they enter & leave as when they like,they create a mess & clean things up only when they feel like it.i didnt know pms dealt such a great deal.when they're finally back after mia-ing, they can flood you w 1001 sorries & reasons & thereafter,history repeats itself. everybody deserves a second chance,yeah, but i just don't think that everybody deserves it. ''I learned to live, half a life & now you want me one more time Who do you think you are,runnin' round leaving scars,collecting your jar of hearts & tearing love apart. You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul,so don't come back for me who do you think you are I hear you're asking all around ,if I am anywhere to be found,but I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms''- christina perri least i ain't a mother f-er to take the best of everything & leave. & lastly i've got 100000001 reasons to grumble.I'VE NOT COMPLETED ALL MY LEFTOVER WORK EVEN AFTER 3-4DAYS.im dumb but least smarter then you!!(((: & I've changed my formspring to the bottom!!!!finally done here!& my neck's hell pain cause of my curved backbone!-.- hehe okay bye!
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