sometimes i wish i was just as strong as any heart that were made of stones
the conversation that lasted till 3am today morning i'll never forget.you're right, i can't pretend im fine.sometimes i wished you had long forgotten my existence,moved on like nobody's business, treat me like dirt, least i'll move on myself either.you said to not breakdown,you said you can't pretend you didn't knew me then try being someone that has already ran out of reasons to avoid & thrash this feeling aside & see which role is harder to do a good job.you've got your life now, i've got mine. i may stumble over & over again, but as said to you, i'll make it through & you will either.just don't make yourself guilty a second time & be responsible to the decision you made. push through just like you always did & you'll realise you have always made it through those falling moments get outta of your daylight mess now. you've given up, you've given up. stop letting your mind aim at your archillies heel the only main reason to why you're feeling what you're feeling now.do what you do best being a sucker at remembering stuffs & not breaking promises.give it up now. exam's in a day's time stop being such a moron in stopping yourself from studying.
i tried, i tried my really best;to get over a mess you pulled me into. i've ran out of reasons to not be unhappy anymore. |