let's start. A: ohhey, he's walking over, isn't that him?he's walking here, he's walking here!! B: yeah that's him.so what if he's walking over? it doesn't concern me at all. A: try harder pretending you know it yourself, you can fool yourself but you can never fool us that have been friends w you for a few months now.he's getting closer B: shutthehellup. i dont care i dont care i dont care. he walks past looking straight not glancing for a moment. B looks back. A: i knew you would look back.cmon he didn't even bother looking at you prolly he doesn't even know your existence quit looking at him.they're thousands of girls that knows him, thousands on his contact list, thousands at his table, thousands hanging out w him after school. you?you've got none of the above.work harder. B: yeah i know. trying in process, real hard. ___________________________________________________________________________________ later on A: how's it going? B: okay? nothing special? normal? i mean like what can you expect? A: HAH, i knew it, see the way he is, they're easily tens of girls around him. B: yeah & then? it's tough being around him, tough not trying to show what you wanna show. A: then give up. easily as that.so what if you've been trying? does he even bother? you're just another person that he knows. valueless. stop being so dumb. cmon.you can try a thousand years, i bet none of your effort does catches his attention. B: easier said then done.i guess he already knows everyth. A: & so? what's your plan now?what if he tries later on? B: so what if he does? A: ohh up to you then. ___________________________________________________________________________________ A: are you aware of him trying? B: yeah i know & so? A: you've been waiting.don't tell me you've given up have you? B:yeah. A: & why? B: cause sometimes waiting bring tears,pain,emptyness. |