Ever felt the suckish feeling of breaking down nowhere at anywhere? Broke down cause you've just been counting the flaws you have from head to toe to punish yourself and make yourself feel worse knowing you'll never be good enough. The comments that people blurt out that you'd thought didn't hurt a bit but it actually hurted your feelings truckloads. Broke down because you have a dysfunctional family & you're just a kid who can't do a shit to change anything or make things better. & they're always telling you you're better off compared to an african kid & all you could do is to wrap your feelings up & bury yourself in homeworks & revision.
same shit, different day, that's all. |