Nobody said the earth was a pleasant place to live in.Eventually your parents are gonna leave this place & nobody will go out of their way to protect you unconditionally. It's never easy loving someone & love is exhausting. We always end up hurting oursleves without noticing cause most of the time we're all too busy making the other party happy instead of caring if we're happy trying so hard. We get jealous even if we've got no right to feel that way. We want their time even though we're not in the position to demand for it. And sometimes, you wanna speak your mind but you're too afraid that you'll hurt the other person so you bury it & let it hurt you instead. But that's not all, you continue to love them because even though it gets unbearable at times, there's still hope of having simple moments w them even if it means just being friends. Hello! Sooo I'll blog today! Been quite busy I guess, tired tired tired! had project yesterday morning back at school managed to finish up 3/4 of presentation. Woke up in the afternoon today & rushed to prepare to go out cause i woke up too latee.....BUT i rched early! so bus-ed down amk w Joy to pass Shannon stuffs & car-ed home after that, currently thinking of going back to sleep. I MISS MY SLEEP & MY BED. & i'll miss it even more when school starts. I'll stop here, heading out tomorrow w Joy, hope you all are enjoying your holiday. ♥
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