POPSYDOOPSY. I'll blog like later tonight cause it's currently 12am & I'm trying so hard to upload all my photos from my cam but apparently it took me 1hr+++ just to upload 10+?! & i've got 50?! sml. So i decided to keep this space blooming first. okay whatever. see ya tonight. sweetdreams to me myself & I & you people & everybody. Some nights i think i can die just crying. I can't seem to grasp hold on implications of matters while being emotionally drained, i don't have that much of a capability. Cruel irony is that while nature is bursting into life for another year, it feels like i'm dying young. Life seems like a huge emotional commitment yet the thing is if you want to be happy bad enough, you'll be naturally. I wished contentment had latched at my door from the very start, saves me every form of agony. But, I'll smile with what's left of me, it's okay to be broken. I don't need anyone, my other smarter half would definitely lead me to my final destination where i'll have my happily ever after fairytale ending. xx
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