Ever felt like you just don't wanna wake up the next day? Besides the fact that everyday's the same & that you've been waiting for a thousand years for things to change, you're sick of this town, sick of your job, sick of people because everyone's jaded & all you wanna do is breakfree?
HI!!!!!!!!!!!! finally getting my hands on this computer. life's been a bitch, no doubts, with added details. 5 days of bitter, happy & on the edge of going crazy. This week was mad hell busy week, had soooooo many stuffs to do with so lil time in a day. 24 hours is never enough for me!!!!! I had chinese, amaths, emaths, chem common test! dafuck? say whattttt?! Adding on to that was tons of homework, dreading to go sec4. omg? But in anyway, this week was really really the most tormented week of my whole damn life, swr. In the midst of rushing homework against time, I'm facing every homework with thousands of question marks. Ever felt so fustrated to the point you could not hold in your emotions anymore? Every night was an outburst of emotions & ending up w my brother finishing my homework. fml. F.M.L. fuck physics, fuck trying to get the hang of it while sucking at maths feeling like a sore loser. Fuck people who are smart yet don't get any atoms in their brains moving. SERIOUSLY YOU ARE SMART & YOU DON'T USE IT JUST
fuckyou.
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I can never ever comprehend this ever in my life, never will i get the grasp of it. Don't you always wonder to yourself how people always say they need you yet when the road gets tough, they leave because it's way much easier to wash their hands off everything than staying & working things out. How people always make promises knowing how easy promises are broken. How people are able to lie through their teeths without blinking an eye. How people are always telling you to be yourself yet when you are yourself, they apparently still cant shut their fly traps.whattheflyingfuck.
goodnights hope i have a great sleep over the weekends & a rest from everything. grr. xx.