Simple thing, where have you gone?

It's just so sad we were once bestfriends & then we grew apart. But that's life. Now I know after learnig the hard way, putting myself through your countless bullshits that bestfriends come & go too. I just hope you're happy now that my presence isn't bothering your whole existence on planet earth. I still miss the times I could tell you everything, rant about things I was upset with, bitch about bitches being bitches, laugh, smile at each other simply because we had the same thoughts on our mind. That relationship was simply beautiful, I never ever wished it would come to an end. I miss everything we had, it made my life so much less of a bore & it made me be me. I could be me, talking about everything I always dreamt about without being scared you'd judge just like everyone else did. I could be me, doing things & saying things i like. It made me found a reason to show a side of me everyone else didn't know. And when I look back, all this things don't seem to matter anymore. You've changed so much & I hope people around you are able to take bullshits cause you're nothing but it. I hate that I still live in this empty memories.